When we first met… I never thought much of you. I just saw you as another person that happened to stumble across my page and give me what I assumed to be a meaningless watch… after all, how could I have ever imagined that you’d turn out to be the soulmate I had been looking for? So many things in my life were going wrong and the people I had trusted… continued to stab me in the back… depression was all I truly knew at that time. And despite how hard I tried to push you away, time and time again…you told that depressed, horrid side of me to go fuck itself as you made sure you weren't going anywhere… and it took me so long to realize it. Oh what a fool I had been to doubt you… but over time, you just proved it… time and time again… despite how I treated you… I don’t know how you put up with me. Things just went so fast when compared… and I’m so happy that they did… because now I have more time to spend with you, and each passing moment I've got you in my mind. It’s been a long time since I've doubted you… and I don’t think that I’ll ever doubt you again… and if by some chance I do, it will only be because of my paranoia. I trust you with all of me… my mind, my heart, my body and my soul…they all belong to you. I love you so much. So… so much… I can’t wait to talk with you, and when the day finally comes… spend my life with you. Not just with you as things are now… but truly with you… able to hold your hand and lean gently against you as we walk, able to kiss you and able to pull you close as I wrap my arms tightly, yet still softly around you. I have you now, and there isn't much more left for me to get. One of the final things that I truly need is to live with you so that each morning, I can wake up to the most perfect creation on this planet. You.
♥ 03/05/15 ♥